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River Child

by Millefolium

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1.
Listening 05:58
Let's let the truth be Let the truth be heard Sometimes I don't know What to think or say So I turn away I know the reasons But for me it's a mistake Not to listen Or to speak to Great mysteries It's so impossible And so foolish too Why would a flower Need a fly For its fruit? And in silence So many folded wings Listen closely You might hear the Blossoms opening
2.
I won't go numb on you If you won't go numb on me We've got too much to do We've got too much to be If it's too much for you Lost in abandoned dreams We'll stop the parade here You can shed your shroud of grief We did our best and moved on Somehow time stops around Something gone wrong I'm sorry we left you like that We're singing to welcome The broken ones back I won't run from you If you won't run from me We got some yarns to spin With all your energy And if your fear is strong And wrings your muscles tight We'll wrap you up in song And sing 'til you're alright We did our best and moved on Somehow time stops around Something gone wrong I'm sorry we left you like that We're singing to welcome The broken ones back
3.
Come to Me 06:01
Come to me I pray for rain I pray for wisdom My nerves aflame I try to listen The soil is soaked I hear the whispers The sky is broke But it delivers Come to me I come again To the river To wash the sins We've been given Bloody rivulets Shimmer I hold your name and I shiver Come to me Oh come to me Reach your hands down In the stream Come to me Oh come to me 'Til the muddy river Of your heart runs clean It's been awhile Since your breath Took the shape of the clouds It's been awhile Since you gave your good grief To the ground Come to me I taste the salt Of our shame You call me out Into the rain The earth won't stop I crouch and hear them When we rise up We move in rhythm Come to me Oh come to me Reach your hands down In the stream Come to me Oh come to me 'Til the muddy river Of your heart runs clean It's been awhile Since your breath Took the shape of the clouds It's been awhile Since you gave your good grief To the ground Come to me
4.
River Child 03:08
I have always Been a child Of the river Like a braid of fate's tributaries I recognized my life when I beheld the stream Passing through yet belonging A single thing and yet so many Slow to unfold, my liquid soul, Before I reach the sea And they say "Walker come softly Holding water in your hands Let the fire blow through me Let the sun and raindrops dance"
5.
My heart a bud in the spring I sought a blessing from the king I was a young Joseph dreaming of wheat I just thought you’d see something in me Had a coat from the cold All the colors of the weaver’s love But I heard my brethren from the top of the well Their voices echoed down into my cell They said “Don’t you share your dreams Don’t you think you’re special” I just didn’t know then About consequence What it would be like To live half my life Walking with one foot in the dark Nowhere to stand or run away But I’ve seen the sun shine on The coward and the proud Just the same We all know it’s getting late That tired hand is gonna turn the page Your visions of death and redemption I just want to learn to live with them The wasteland grows every day The pharaoh keeps me full of grain There was a time my coat was all I had left Me and Jesus and his Demons in the wilderness He said “You best go tend your dreams You best believe that this is it” I just didn’t know then About consequence What it would be like To live half my life Trying so hard to build an ark In the middle of the rain But I’ve seen the sun Burst through those clouds Every now and again It took three days and nights Out in the aspen grove To admit to myself I was afraid and alone The stones and sky They heard me wail Opened the throat of my betrayal I’ve seen the dawn light shine On the dark pond At the end of the trail With two souls we dance On the old roads of consequence The shadow and the spark The feather burning in our hearts Walking with one foot in the dark Nowhere to stand or run away Trying so hard to build an ark In the middle of the rain Given a vision And some wood and some nails The spring buds must give themselves To the wind and the hail The famine times sing your dreams alive You hear a curse on your name But I’ve seen the sun untie those binds And rise up again
6.
Fisherman 03:41
This fisherman must perch On two thin legs Learn to search The distorted waves The currents swiftly shift And the tides do change And the urge to drift Comes and goes away Living upon the moment Knowing its keen blade How will he hold it? Will he wait or cut bait... May I fly like a heron When it's time, gracefully May I perch there with care Upon my branch of the tree But when there comes A-slidin' in the murk near my feet Some nourishment arriving Rising from the deep If it's an ugly catfish feeling Slippery truth or mystery May I float like a butterfly And sing on my knees sing on my knees sing on my knees sing on my knees sing on my knees
7.
My mother was a river Ever rippling over stones My father left the tracks that My feet found in the snow I traced and untangled All the roots and the leaves Kept hold of a truth that Was a-trembling in me I've seen some hard rain And I've harbored dreams The truth is I'm innocent And I'm guilty It's a twisted old tale As old as the stone We've got to leave To find our way...home My mother was a cloudburst Her shawl over the plains My father was a hawk perched On a fencepost in the rain I wandered the world Full of people full of pain The wild ones at the edge Full of medicine they sang If I should meet you In the riverbed of the bones May the twining of our voices Call the broken ones home It's a twisted old tale As old as the stone We've got to leave To find our way...home All the time that I spent Digging in the dark While my hands were working I was waiting for a song Now I finally see How long You've been singing to me Singing soft and strong My mother is the soft earth Giving birth and taking death My father owns the unknown A little taste with every breath I forget in a moment And I slip from the stream A crow caws from the willow And I wake from my dream No pilgrim has known How to do this Each step is a guess A lament and a kiss It's a twisted old tale As old as the stone We've got to leave To find our way...home My mother was a river Ever rippling over stones
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When the light is retreating From the clear distinctions Of the fierce day That we have faced When the nerves burn And turn away from all opinions Walk with me Down to the cool dark stream Where the birds seem to write Out their lives in flight Call to each other like we Long to do Where the mud accepts our feet And we can sit in this silence Blood drawn down To our toes Through our toes And toward some ocean We've never Known I've been hunching My shoulders for years Years without you My dear So climb up now And wrap your soft fingers Over my eyes And we will walk With the slow chords Of a dream's breathing music Rippling out on The waters Let's push the boats out On waves of remembrance Each bow to the sea Listening Hearing each other Like the earth hears our footsteps Each one a prayer In the dark

about

River Child is the debut album from Millefolium, the musical marriage of Josh Kraetsch and Rebecca Sornson. In the course of River Child’s 8 varied yet interconnected songs, the couple’s voices intertwine over lush layers of acoustic and electric instrumentation, invoking rich natural and personal imagery. With a patient urgency, they convey their open-hearted, poetic meditations on the mysteries of healing, dreaming, and living in an uncertain world.

A home recorded album, the worn-in intimacy of River Child’s sound and spirit provides an enchanting habitat for the intricacies of Kraetsch’s songwriting and arrangements. Lyrical images recur, unique timbres return and evocative themes resurface throughout the songs, inviting listeners to make connections and craft their own constellations of meaning from within the sound world Millefolium has created. Warm, earthy and honest, yet sly, subtle and mercurial, the words and music of River Child are enveloping incantations of landscapes both inner and outer. Many of River Child’s aural and lyrical inhabitants are only revealed upon close listening, continually reflecting new facets, flora and fauna for its creators and listeners alike.

On the leap forward this album represents, Josh said “As a musician and songwriter, my first loves have always been instinct and intuition. Those two old souls walked me down a long road of stubborn, slow learning. Finally, this and other paths lead me to my wife, Rebecca, and I couldn’t help but let her teach me more about melody and harmony. She nudged and drew me out, to put my scribblings of poetry and slow chords of yearning to song, and graciously sang along. These are the songs we’ve stuck with and that have stuck with us, songs that remember us and keep offering glimpses and grasps at the unknown. Some come from dreams, some from old stories rewoven. Some are tattered, weird, earnest prayers and many are walks along rivers, winding through the world and somehow slipping sideways into the heart.”

The couple also drew inspiration from the beloved poet of the wild, Mary Oliver, who died during the album’s recording, just days before the birth of their daughter. “These songs can be heard as echoes of Mary Oliver’s plea: ‘Don’t forget the mystery. Love the mystery. Be glad of it. Don’t want answers all the time.’ Those words continue to resonate with us and what we are hoping to do with this music” Rebecca said. And, true to that source of inspiration, even as the inhabitants of River Child seek meaning and healing, they seem to learn more about the intertwining of journey and destination with each step, each line. Millefolium’s listeners are invited to dance that same path between poetry and story, mystery and illumination, heart and earth. In the end, we are reminded that each step is a prayer in the dark.

credits

released February 26, 2021

Voices: Josh Kraetsch & Rebecca Sornson
Bass on Come to Me: Brock Grubb
Drum Loops on Come to Me: Courtesy of 444
Piano on River Child: Rebecca Sornson
Acoustic & Electric Guitars, Upright Bass, Keyboards, Baritone Ukulele, Hand Percussion, Drum Machines, Loops, Duduk, Melodica, Bells, Singing Bowl: Josh Kraetsch

Written, recorded & mixed by Josh Kraetsch
Mastered by Jacques Wait


Band Photo by Carson Lillard
Cover Art by JK

Special thanks to Brock, Kyle, Charles, Nathaniel, Rick, Cynthia, Brittney, Mary, Amber, Paul, Dom, Ben, Kenny, Alex, Annie, Niles, Randy, Greg, Susan, Lola & Leslie for their generous listening, encouragement and input as this project developed.

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Millefolium Port Townsend, Washington

Millefolium or "thousand leaves" is a name for Yarrow, a humble plant that has been healing wounds for thousands of years.

Millefolium is also a name for Josh Kraetsch and Rebecca Sornson and the music they make together.

We often play our songs at a walking pace. This is how we wander through the everyday mysteries, the thousand leaves at our feet.
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